It’s Friday and now I am home alone after dropping off the kids at co-parent’s house. Looking back, I cannot believe how much we did today. I loved it.
Highlights of the Morning:
- Twin Crazy was sick the night before with a high fever so I brought her into my room. However, when I woke up this morning, not only did I have her in my bed, but I also had her twin laying across me as a pillow. He usually wakes up earlier than the rest, but for some reason I think he came over in the middle of the night. Strange. I woke up to Red asking me to get Cocoa. Climbing back in my bed I was saying to everyone that I will need to go out and get a bigger bed. How am I going to fit me, 4 kids (older and bigger over time), a guinea pig and possibly a dog in my Full bed??!?!?!? No way. We were all laughing.
- Breakfast was touch and go today. Red requested pancakes (I made home-made pancakes last Friday) but I tricked her and pulled some out from the freezer. She tried to eat them but noticed the difference immediately and was completely pissed off at me. She sulked for most of the breakfast, until the end, when she caved out of hunger and ate what was given to her. Then she was all smiles.
- It was a nice ride dropping off Big Bro and Red. The sun was shining. I was feeling great. Drop offs were uneventful. Except that Red was happy (I brought Twin Crazy and Twin Husky with me). I think bringing in the twins makes a difference for her during drop offs.
- On the way home the Twins were talking about having grapes. There was traffic. They fell asleep.
- Once we got back we had our grapes and then our activity. I loved it. We worked together in the back yard. We were raking leaves, transporting leaves, picking “good” leaves from the weeds/sticks and putting them in our tumbler composter, then gathering more leaves around the back yard. Twin Husky was TOTALLY into it. He loves the outdoors. I think this will be “our thing” together. He is very much a wanderer; a seeker; he wandered off to see the chickens and he loves working in the yard. I couldn’t tear him away from his little wheel barrel. I think this garden that I want to build will be special for me and him alike. Twin Crazy on the other hand had trouble walking up the hill, trouble raking leaves, and wanted to ride her tricycle down on the patio. To each her own. It’s just not her thing. I’m OK with that.
- After that hard work we had lunch and then naps. I even took a nap as well.
Highlights of the Afternoon:
- My phone alarm rang at 1:50 PM. I jumped out of bed and gathered extra clothes, 4 water bottles, 3 fans (see Halloween gifts from Nana from yesterday), and snacks to last 4 kids and one tired Mommy for 3 hours. I scooped up the kids and told them to go back to sleep on the ride. They did.
- Pick up for Big Bro was great. I got a chance to see their gardening project, with above-ground planting beds made out of wood. I was totally impressed. I asked them how they made it and if they have plans. The teacher said that boy-scouts made it for her. A parent from Big Bro’s class asked me if I even have ROOM for a planter like that…. I said yes, we are divorced now… I live in [XXX] and have 1/2 acre of property and am starting a garden. She grew up in that town. She knows that I can grow things in the summer and in the winter. She said she was jealous. She does not have space for such a planter at her house. I was beaming.
- We picked up Red. She is adorable. Her smile lights up the room and my heart. She put away her things and ran to me. She held my hand tight as we ran to the van together.
- Once we were all together I took out the snacks and drove to our first destination: the airplane museum. There is a part of the museum where you do not have to pay anything to enjoy. So we stayed outside for free, and the kids had fun climbing into the airplanes and pretending that they were air traffic control. Big Bro stole my phone camera and took some pictures of things that were important to him, like his hurt finger with a band-aide on it. I read about the planes and gave the kids their snacks. The owner came out and I explained my story, about living paycheck to paycheck and being divorced with four kids. He gave me his card and told me to call in advance if I ever wanted to bring the kids inside. He was very sweet. We used the restroom and there was a water cooler outside with cone-paper cups. The kids went crazy over this and I just couldn’t believe the joy and wonder that can be brought to a child without paying for anything. It really is the simple things in life.
- After the airplane museum we went to buy Red her shoes. Her old sneakers were embarrassing. She even mentioned that people in her class have been telling her to get new shoes. I was appalled. We went to Payless and even Big Bro was picking out some choices for her from sizes 11 and 11 1/2. He was great. They all knew that the only thing on the list was Red’s shoes. So all in all they were very well behaved. Except for Twin Husky. He found a pair of blue rain boots that he fell in love with and was totally upset when I told him that they weren’t on the list. We paid for Red’s sneakers and off we went.
- Our next stop was a cove where you can see tide-pools, lots of birds, and huge rocks with sea-weed. The kids had a great time. Big Bro, Red, and Twin Husky kept scrambling up rocks, Big Bro and Red adventured out towards the bay and collected treasure (shells), Twin Crazy collected her treasure of rocks, and Twin Husky was so adventurous. At one point he decided to take off his socks and shoes and start wading in some of the tide pools. I was not thrilled with this but I loved his sense of adventure and he was safe. I didn’t care if his pants got wet. The kids were great when I said it was time to go. I love giving them these kinds of experiences. And it didn’t cost me a thing.
- Drop off was fine. I will see them tomorrow at 4 PM.
After dropping them off I went food shopping to prepare for next week. I will have more time with them since co-parent will be traveling for work. I only buy things that are fresh veggies / fruits, and other things on sale. I do not buy anything (besides fresh fruits / veggies) if it is full price. I just can’t these days. There was a snag at the register that shorted me $2 and I am not proud to say that I waited for another transaction to get my $2 back. That will pay for 2 days of parking next week at my train station. I am living paycheck to paycheck these days, but still probably the happiest that I’ve ever been nonetheless. I am making it on my own. As a single mother of four kids, working part-time, in a god-awful expensive part of the country. I have my own, beautiful (small) home with lots of land for me and these kids. And I am making it.
Tonight I will need to do some work related to the divorce. I cannot wait for this to be finalized and have this leech off of my back. I was carrying him for too long in the past and he is still sucking whatever he can out of me and I need to rid myself of him legally and financially. That is my priority now that my big meetings for work have passed.
Have a great weekend everyone –
– Mama K
Mama In Motion™ 
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